The truth is I am good enough. I'm just not what you were looking for or needed at this point in your life. I didn't come on too strong, and I meant every single word I said. Every time I looked into your eyes, and you saw the raw and honest truth shining back at you. I meant every touch, every glance every laugh, everything. You led me to believe you meant yours too, and maybe you did at the time- but your feelings faded quickly away while mine lingered.
Maybe my flaw is falling too quickly, trusting you with my heart before you showed your true colors. Looking back, I don't regret any of the moments we spent together. It hurts, thinking of the good times, and knowing that it wasn't enough to make you stay. I truly hope you find your happiness, wherever and whoever it lies in. But it hurts knowing that I will not be the one to provide that happiness. I saw you in my future, but now I know that I was not intended to be a part of yours.
I'm not writing this out of bitterness, or to lash out at you for choosing a different path. I need to clear my head and my heart of your presence. Every experience, moment of happiness and heartbreak has placed me on the path I currently walk on. I have faith that eventually, in time, someone will stumble onto my path and have the same intentions and feelings as I do. Until then I'll continue to laugh, smile, and enjoy the life in front of me.
